Invisible Love

if my arms could reach around You
i would never move
if my eyes could see You
i'd have no faith left to prove
the wonder of invisible love

this is how it has to be
with You and me
the wonder of invisible love

when i fall i feel Your arms
before i reach the ground
Lord, i know Your whisper
though i've never heard the sound
the wonder of invisible love

this is how it has to be
with You and me
the wonder of invisible love

some day there will be no time to mind
i will be Your long awaited bride
we will dance away the night

this is how it has to be
with You and me
the wonder of invisible love



this song has been playing constantly on my computer or my ipod this week - seriously, and amazing song - sometimes i sit and wonder how i would feel if i could wrap my arms around God. how would i be if i could see Him? where would faith be if He was someone i could touch and see. i know that i can feel Him, but what if i could feel him with my fingers?

there are times when i wonder about this because sometimes i struggle with comprehending that God is there. i know, i know. i am someone in full-time ministry, and i am supposed to be sharing His love with the women i work with - how can i have these thoughts? well, because i'm human. i doubt, just like any other human does, that God exists. then i remember all of the things that i have come through and i see where i would be if it hadn't been for God pursuing my heart at such a young age.

i am currently working in a place where i face daily the person i would be if i had not met God at the age of 8. i see what the absence of a father can lead to, and i counsel women on how they can allow God to fill that hole in their lives. it is amazing to see that because i can now see the evidence of God in my life.

how many days do i walk around thinking that i have it pretty together? and yet, it is only by the grace and love of God. that invisible love that i have with the King of the universe. sometimes i wonder about the fact that He chooses to love me.